MANORANJAN KUMAR: 2005

Sunday, December 18, 2005

sham hote hi......HINDI

sham hote hi,
kyun aakhein phir bhar aayi,
din udas sa dikha tha mujhe,
raat abhi bahut baki hai,
zane kis ghadi ,kis mod par,
tum phir yun mil zao,
har baar teri talash mein hoon,
jhil bhi aaj soyi si hai,
kahan gayi sari khusiyaan,
aaj phir dil udas sa hai,
bahein teri intzaar mein hai,
tum zane kahan par ho,
hawa bhi yun sard si hai,
kya jane kyun itni naaraz ho tum,
chaand bhi aadha hi hai,
udas raat bhi kuch kah rahi shayad,
rahein bhi teri pukar mein hai,
har raat teri chandani mein hai,
pyale phir kyun khanakte hain,
jaam bhi yun lal sa hai,
shyad tere hothon se churayi hai,
aakhon mein nami si hai,
tum aakar mujhse mil zao,
har baat meri tere adab mein hai,

shayari.....4

banana bigadna dasture zindagi,
rona hasna dastane zindagi,
akela dil majbure zindagi,
teri yaad maula meri zindagi,

tej hawa..........HINDI

tumhare paas se guzra,
teri kushboo sasoon mein aayi,
wo har lamha wapas aaya,
juban mein himaat na thi,
warna aakhon mein lali na hoti,
na samajh paye yun dil ki juban,
kaha mujhe phir se bewafa,
yun roote baithe rahe tum,
kya jane nadan kaun tha us din,
zalim to tumhe kah nahin sakta,
bahut zakhmi hue hum phir bhi,
tinko ki tarah nazuk hua,
wo salon ka payr hamara,
thodi si hawa tej hui thi,
kadam ukhad gaye hamare tumhare.

meri awaz....HINDI

amawas ki thi wo raat,
aaj bhi yaad hai hamein,
chaand bhi kahi khoya tha,
chuppi si chyi thi har taraf,

har bar pukara tumko,
tum sun na sake phir bhi hamko,
kitni guhar lagayi maine,
tere rooothe man ko manane ko,

lot aa lot aa lot aa,
kahta raha main pagal,
yun phaili rahi meri baahein,
tere intzaar ke pal mein,

main tab bhi sisakta raha,
us biarah ki raat mein,
tadaapta chod gaye tum mujhe,
zane kon se manzil thi tumhari,

tujhe aagosh mein lene ko,
tujhe pyar karne ko
main aaj bhi pagal hoon,
har hasrat meri tummein hai,

patjadh ke mausam mein,
sukhe pataoon ki tarah,
bikhar gaya pyar hamara,
udti hui toofano mein,

kadar na ki zazbatoon ki,
zamane mein tum mashur hue,
hum har pal zamane se door hua,
band aakhon se tujhe pyar karta hua,

barsat ne bhi aaj dokha diya,
rokar khud ko bighoya hamne,
kyun sun na sake tum,
mere siskate dil ki awaz...

shayari....3

beete lamho ka jam banata chala gaya,

barbad hone ka jasn manata chala gaya,

yaad phir teri aayi lakh kosiso ke baad,

ulte paaon main bhi mahkhane wapas chala gaya.

shayari .....2

mohabbat ka shikanja ham par kas diya,

yun rula rula kar , is kadar has diya,

zulm karo ham par , ye tumko hai hak diya,

par zamane se kaho , ye dil mujhko diya,

shayari...1

kabr tak sath nibhayoonga,
yun tum hamein bhula na payoge,
hamne ishq ki rahoon par,
har pal jeene ki kasam khayi hai,

main zara door khada.....HINDI

main zara door khada,
khayalon mein khoya hua,
raatoon ko rota hua,
chehoron ko dhakta hua,

har baji haarata hua,
khud ko lutata hua,
pal pal kat ta hua,
kono mein chupta hua,

tanhai mein gata hua,
bhid mein chikta hua,
khud se bhagta hua,
khuda se poochta hua,

akele mein darta hua,
himmat ko khota hua,
kismat ko kosta hua,
khud mein karahta hua,

logo ko hasata hua,
jhuti hasi hasta hua,
main zara door khada,
yun phir rota hua,

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Never Expect............

To start it i would tell you a story..........

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me.

Once when we were sitting at the edge of a small pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this:
"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it:

As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there.

However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you .

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love,allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.

Advise, but don't order.

Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice.

And above all it is one among the road to a content and therefore happy life.

It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring."

BE SPORTIVE.... BUT NEVER GIVE UP ."

IF LOVE IS YOUR GREAT WEAKNESS THEN YOU ARE THE STRONGEST PERSON IN THE WORLD "

Friday, November 11, 2005

life at TCS CHENNAI

me at RADHA PARK INN.....some party

manoj..........dilip..........

venkat ..gopal..abhay...

Monday, October 31, 2005

LOVE AND LUST.........

"The first step of love is lust"

NO.........this is a expostulation made in frustration by a mind which has been set into motion by lust only.
then to justify ourselves we make statements like the one above.

Actually the root never accepts that its wrong. the root here being our brain which in conjunction with our heart did fall for someone and felt weak .....so weak that it could not bear to live without him or her.

since the early humanity we have been in love but humans as they are never want to accept or beleive that they have been weak at times.

so we say we have made love to each other. it is just as preposterous to assume that having sex is equal to being in love as to assume that after death there is a better life !

Love for me is acceptance that even though i feel weak ,i will and should accept it . For just holding onto it may take all my pains away.

someone to see in your heart with that intense gaze of getting right into you, that clears all your doubts and veil of darkness is lifted.

The fear from one's self is over and then no mere words are there to sooth you but the closeness to GOD you will feel by being close to the one you love.

Its neccesarily because the joy which we feel at any time makes us think of GOD( may be subconsciously for some).

now for some science...........we can divide love into three categories involving different brain systems:

1) Lust (the craving for sexual gratification), driven by androgens and estrogens;

2) Attraction (or romantic or passionate love, characterized by euphoria when things are going well, terrible mood swings when they’re not, focused attention, obsessive thinking, and intense craving for the individual), driven by high dopamine and norepinephrine levels and low serotonin; and

3) Attachment (the sense of calm, peace, and stability one feels with a long-term partner) driven by the hormones oxytocin and vasopressin.