Thursday, December 27, 2007

Israel and Palestine

"Palestinian and Israeli states living side by side." Does not that sound like an end to the long conflict that has marred the middle east skies so long. Saeb Erakat asked for a package deal to make this happen. And Israelis have kind of said that a package deal is necessary.

The six points:

  • Israeli settlements in the West Bank;

  • the right of Palestinian refugees to return to Israel;

  • Jerusalem as the shared capital of a future Palestinian state;

  • borders,

  • security and

  • water supply.

My question is that "do they really think it will solve the issue".

Never, i am pretty sure if israel accpets this, there will be lot more internal voilence and that do deep within Isreal. I am not against the Palestinians but its a simple question of accpeting a deal since the Palestinians keep doing their terrorist activities. Ok Hamas not all Palestinians.

But still, If a faction or a state or a country indulges in terorist activites, a state like Israel should consider itself at war with them. I believe when there is a war, it gets over when one side is victorious. I am not saying palestanians are all bad, but Isarael should adopt a finish off attitude to end Hamas.

What reason they have to fight is the fundamental base of all this confrontation and it is not about poverty or suppression, but just religion. This just ticks me off. Yes i do care for innocent palestanians. But people who just know how to succumb to hardcore fanatics like hamas should know better.

Does Israel knows :

There is an average of 5 kids per woman in Gaza strip!

1.5 million palestanians and 2000 christians.

And they ask for jerusalem to be shared capital. What would happen if they are brought in Israel. It would cripple their infrastructure. And they would still be poor and hunfry. Then they would fight again. And they will darken the name of Islam yet again.



You would think i am a a***** who just does not want peace. But i know the route to peace. Just stop where you are. Make Gaza strip a beautiful place. Leave your guns. Start afresh.

If Israel attacks again? you might say that. I know, but that’s a IF. If it does, the world community will turn against them. Now you are in bad light, redeem yourself.

It isnt you can’t make Gaza a beautiful place.

I wrote this because i think , if you succumb to terrorist demands, you actually create more. Most of us believe that to end this conflict of Israelis and Palestinians (also according to all major polls) creation of the two-state solution is the best way to end it.

Now lets talk history. Palestinians refugees, are they refugees? Most of them just fled on their own. But still they should have fought then. Now when you left everything, you want it back. Take the case of India-Pakistan partition, majority of Hindus fled to India. Can Pakistan or Islam be blamed for that? I mean should all those hindus go back to Pakistan and fight for their lost property and all. No, they can’t.

The fundamental difference is Israel is secular, but pakistan was not. Its easier to talk peace and settle down. AS IS WHERE IS. Ok something bad happened and Israel was responsible. But the whole history of world is rigged up of such shit. You can’t go on fighting for a lost cause.

Coming to this point, I just don’t understand how countries like USA and Europe deal with scum religious countries, who value religion more over individual rights. But i would say more on that later.

Need of young leaders In cause for AIDS eradication

Don’t you find the term leader embarrassing and patronizing assuming a bunch of people who have to be led as sheep?

But the need for leaders is always inherent in man's animal nature and behavior, and in the socio-economic order he has created, with a view to exploiting it. It is analogous to exploiting natural resources but Homo sapiens sometimes refuse to accept it because it hurts their self image. At the as same time people who are most passionate about the concept of a leader are those who actually want to be numero uno. Actually leaders form a nodal joint for a group to focus and gather their strengths, energies and visions and of course weaknesses too.

AIDS is considered as a sin and a virtually untouchable disease in most parts of world. It has got up that reputation not only because it kills people but because the society treats it like that. Turning back few pages in history leprosy has had the same status in India. But now it is treated as a normal disease, thanks to the effort of so many people and government. Society treats a misconception as a baby. It grooms and feeds on people conscience and end of day awareness and self recognition dies. There are 40 million people affected with AIDS in this small world, with at least 6 million getting infected last year. And people who get infected before 25, die before they turn 35. Yet humane approach is needed to make the world better for those people. It requires enormous effort to help these people in distress. Just thinking that out of that 40 million, 2.5 million are HIV affected children below 10, gives me Goosebumps.

In Africa, (12 percent of total HIV infected) sometime back, there was a huge resistance or in better words a mind block in the society. Even the use of word condom was prohibited. There was a propaganda spread that condoms have holes and the virus can pass through. So sex abstinence was an only solution. But then end results were disastrous. Now because of conscious effort of leaders over there, it has taken a great leap. Now they are aware of situation and in a most righteous way. A leadership can virtually brainstorm the captive brains of every individual and change the perspective of everyone looking at what AIDS is now. Acting as a catalyst in promoting awareness, leaders change the viewpoint of masses. AIDS is such a disease which is entwined with human nature and to change human nature, change of attitude of masses has to be brought in. Just look at the cause of AIDS. The maximum cases of HIV infection is due to unprotected sex and then comes the number of HIV infected children born. Then we have the unhealthy and unhygienic systems in underdeveloped countries which account for HIV spread, but that is negligible. Unprotected sex is the major cause. The domain where AIDS is maximum is in poor people, like in AFRICA and even in African-American in USA and then in INDIA and CHINA. Lack of education seems to be a common factor in the developing and under developed countries. But even in USA, 555000 persons have died when AIDS has reached into its 3rd decade. 1 in every four Americans do not even know that they are infected with HIV.

Stigma and discrimination discourages most of HIV infected to come forward and in turn they pass the disease to their spouses or partners. But encouragement and effort of leaders can turn things around. Uganda is one good example. President Yoweri Museveni worked to raise awareness of the dangers of HIV and supported the use of condoms and for a long time Uganda was a role model of what could be achieved in Africa with campaigning, education and widespread condom use.

Lack of AIDS awareness has been observed even in educated households and even developed countries which further hinders the leadership process or thoughts to fulfill it goals against this dreaded syndrome. There are many NGO’s who work for AIDS Prevention and Awareness, but there is a incomplete chain in global leadership or an intellectual body with certain goals to help mankind globally.

We need leaders at every discreet level of society and promote AIDS prevention and awareness about HIV infected and the infection, the symptoms. Only these people with their charismatic appeal can make the common people understand the gravity of situation and yet make them develop the courage to fight it. Go to the root level, prostitutes and promiscuous youths, colleges and communities. Talking to people and convincing them is a cakewalk for a good leader. And since there is no cure for AIDS and prevention is foremost, they can make people understand and follow them.

I am sure ours can be an AIDS Free World. If we cultivate leaders with a human compassion and HIV knowledge who have the courage to go out and change the world and spread this compassion in his peers to develop new leaders.

This can be done by Global Leaders, which has to be among from us. Every individual should be a leader and connect to other. He should take this as a challenge and should continue a journey to make people aware of AIDS prevention and humane approach to HIV infected. Along the path many bright and innovative leaders can actually find new ways to make people take understand AIDS and its prevention. He may also find out many similar minded people to help form a team in fight against AIDS. A true leader is a like a beacon. It attracts, cultivates and encourages others to come forward and make a real ladder from root to the every leave. A leader should be able to mingle with grass root and top brass easily. Grass root is mostly unaware and uneducated, HIV infection is more. So he can actually start helping grass root and at the same time affect government officials to help in this noble cause.

Despite the efforts of researchers, doctors, nurses, educators and communities across the world, an HIV vaccine still does not exist. Many clinical trials need a diverse cohort of participants to ensure that ongoing research findings will be credible, acceptable, and relevant to all populations in the U.S. The leaders should tell HIV infected to come forward and help in this cause too.

Among other things, we would be needing youth leaders more as most of HIV infected are young people. Working in youth-adult partnerships is always a challenge because adults tend to want to work according to their rules and methodologies. Bringing HIV/AIDS education to high schools, particularly in low-income areas, can help a high portion of vulnerable populations where there is little or no knowledge of HIV. I am not saying here that adults should move away from fighting in this crusade. They should be willing to lend out a helping hand as and when needed and guide the youth leaders too.

Last is the techniques leaders should adopt in bringing AIDS awareness among common masses. Rule one is not to be shy of innovation. From innovative slogans to brochures with pictorial presentations and even movies, leaders should try to connect to people and spread the simple awareness of ABC against AIDS.

1. Abstinence
2. Be faithful
3. Condoms

The strongest message put forth by young leaders should be that of action. “Reaction is not the way”. In response to inadequate HIV/AIDS policy, don’t just protest but take action. Bring new young people in the audience to be involved in every step of the development of youth HIV/AIDS policies and programs. Develop new leaders and make a team. Its wont be a distant dream then to wipe HIV virus of the face of earth, I believe.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

one day!


Why do i feel lonely.
when i am not talking to you.

I see you in my dreams.
even when i am not sleeping.

All my life seems yesterday,
when i lived just beside me.

Never thought i can fall in love.
I was just happy to be myself.

till i saw you on that day.
you danced in that blue dress.

i find myself on that road again
just running in circles.

for i Fell in love with a fairy.
cant even tell you how i feel.

For i know you would say no.
Oh and how would i bear that.

Let me live in my dreams then.
I will just wait for a next life.

Reborn like two trees in wild,
you and me so close to each other,

Never we would be away again.
and then i would kiss you forever.

Give me


Give me a morning full of smiles.

o baby, when i kiss u ,

i just want to be it forever.

you make my nights full of dreams.

when i hold you,

i just want it to be forever.

o baby dont say nothing now.

when i look into your eyes,

i just want to be in it forever.

Give me a day full of your shine

o baby when i look in your eyes,

I just want to be there forever.

Not just the skies,

I just swam all in your blue eyes.

I just want to hold your hands forever.

Give me a life i want to live again.

red n dark

join me in this feast,
all among blood n fear,
roll in this red mud.
salute to the devil.

For the hell is here.
No friends and no foe.
All i see is blood.
Crying inside your skin.

Remember that lovely day
Where we all played.
i shot you twice.
and how you laughed.

Here i am laughing again.
I see you dying everywhere.
Why dont you smile back
couldnt bring back old days

dark sweaty yet thrilled
keeping my eyes open
squeeze n release my gun
falling down n down

don't i know who i am
never try being tender
waste myself here regardless
no hate no love survives.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

yun akele

Milon door itne aa gaye
saqii na sathi sath mere

Kuch yaad aap is kadar aaye
Aah meri goonji thi jehan mein

jabki malooom hai ye humko
yaadein aapki shamil hai mujhme

wirane mein sans lete hue
Hum sisak siask ke roye

jaise barsa ho koi akela badal
kuch is tarah hum bhi tadpe

Naya hai manzar saamne mere
par khud ko yun majboor pata hoon.

har kadam jo aage rakhta hoon
sochta hoon kuch choot gaya piche mere

ek dor dil ko kasak deti hai yun,
chupa sa jo hai naqaab mein kahin

afsana mera kali syahi hai.
yun dile azaab utara hai yahan.

shayad aap samjhe ek din lafzon ko,
jo bolti hai yahan ki likhawat mein.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Who's Blame?

Pain becomes a frontier which when you realize you have touched it, you cry foul. Then we turn to blame someone and then perhaps God. At any rate if you analyze that who is to really blame, its you, your carelessness and may be your expectations. Actually carelessness is a superset of of having expectations from anything, not only luck or some real person, i mean anything. For at the onset only, you position yourself on wrong grounds. Life is a game and to play it, make yourself flexible. Hope is certainly a good trait but clinging one's life to it leads to disaster. Yes, its true that even then something bad happens and gives you pain. But a attitude where you make expectations less and less, actually gives to hope, or better say gives you ray of light to see all in a new way. Solutions to all twisted cases will appear then. I am not a really spritual person, but i try to analyze myself emotionally and psychologically.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Trip to corpus christi










Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Living in present

Come to think what does we all live for??

Is it money, happiness, sex or satisfaction??

Lil tricky question for one might say its all so related. But what does we all do?? We hope for a onsite or may be a better pay package or God knows what not?? No one is satisfied and double quote thats a universal truth. In search of a better life or in more accurate description better rewards, what actually we are doing is that we forget the present. I am not here to pass a judgement that everybody does it. But lot many and i mean majority of us have forgetten the basic value of life. That may include me too. (:) ,,,,P.S may be this post is a soul-searching mission.

I was just thinking the other day, what i wanted to do in future when i was young. And I have a quite a lively discussion ( P.S " Lively discussions are dangerous to health. You might be wrecking a relationship or may be you would be at least creating a rift .........especially if you do tell the truth)


to be continued..

Friday, January 12, 2007

I have an attitude problem

Just wanted to pen down my experiences when i have been told " You have an attitude problem".

PART 1
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I was in PESIT that time. Probably 5th sem, as far as i can be sure of. I had that same old attendance shortage.(seriously i dont why i like sleeping during daytime and ASAS has been there with me from childhood. No medical reasons though).

So i had that ASAS problem (Attendance shortage as usual). Our college has got quite an image there in Bangalore ( RVCE is school, BMSCE is club and PESIT JAIL..ha ha). You got to believe me for i have BEEN THERE and DONE THAT. Nearly all backbenchers had that. So five of us went to HOD. He never listened to any excuse and why should he?? He was the jailor , and we were the chickens...
So to issue admit cards, we were told to call our parents. Now the catch was other four were from south india and agreed with that mute expressionless face down approach. I got angry and i told the truth. My dad is a doctor and he cant come. He is the one reason, i am paying up 50000 rs per year and enjoying in bangalore. And then why he should be punished for my fault? If you see me wrong, spank me...why do you want to skin my dad's ass??

NAHH...i forgot that he was the jailer and we f*****g chickens.
The serious shit is that he is not even considering anything and just kept on increasing his volume. Now the threshold of arguing of mine reached with all that endothermic approach. Hey i was at the receiving end and he was the one erupting uncontrollably.

I walked out. No apologies and a simple statement : : NO USE SIR, YOU ARE NOT READY TO LISTEN TO ME
Next day deputy HOD called and diagnosed me that i have ATTITUDE PROBLEM.

I started sweating profusely. I thought where i would land up now. What will Dad say? Mom would CRy!!
Shit i am no chicken. ha ha ha ha

I was the Kangaroo who jumped over the fence.

H a h a Ha HA ...dont take me seriously EVER again><><><

I just had a smirk and he and i had a long chat over views regarding this. But he listened to me and for that i had to respect him. He was would be jailer who at that time did not had the pressures of HOD chair and had no responsibility to act like one.


PART TWO
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I was in sterlite deputed to the new project at BALCO. My boss was good hardworking sort. So there i was with One real chicken pooja, one really cool dude bhaiya and a replica of my boss without the ability to shout at others, karthik.

So he allotted me work on site and gave other two bhaiya and pooja work near to main office, where we had coffee machines, AC , computer and easy exit from PLANT. I worked for some days and then i could not tolerate this injustice and said why i have to work more?? to Mr Sunil sir.

His response is imprinted in my mental images folder. Hand to head with head down and elbow on table, I knew the physical way of saying " YOU HAVE AN ATTITUDE PROBLEM"

Then he explained and trying to unload my not so heavy workload.

This was one time when i really felt i have that A.P

Mom would cry and Dad would kill me.

ha ha..

PART3
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Time and GOD

To be true this thought cropped in a place where u know u have got to go for one time atleast during 24 hours.

Think of What would be man greatest victory?

I mean if we keep having technical advances,discoveries and inventions at whatever pace we have been doing. Just what would make us feel GOD? What i thought of was time. Every moment is being eaten up by that tool of nature TIME, like a big Boa constrictor nibbling its prey. However you might try, you can not make yourself out of that trap. A moment gone is gone.

But what if we really had that time machine. Then can there be a GOD?

God for me is a distant reality, stress that reality word though. I describe myself as being on the cusp of a vertical bend of two roads of belief and astheism. Taking that in positive sense will make you realize that i am just being inquisitive, for i see a conflict in what i was taught and what i see.

Now back to that Time thing. Aint it would make us equal to God. What else could negate our superiority then. Now consider this if you are in a prison and though you are well fed, you are not allowed to go out. What would you call the person or authority which locked you in.?

Good or Evil??

I say evil . Then in a similar sense we are at mercy of time which makes us a part of this world only to a limited extent. So the thing which controls time becomes evil. Dont you agree??

That means time is not God,s tool but Devil's.

Point to ponder is that time is widely respected. Ever thought that wrong??

ha ha

Monday, January 08, 2007

shayari....

Takluffon ke jam bana ke , pite hain askon ke sath.
Wirane mein baithe yun, tanhai se zuftazu karte hain.
dile tahkhane mein chupe hazar gam, yun ek muskan ke sath.
kuch askon ke syahi se aaj, yen nagame pirote hain.